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wow… i’ve not written for quite sometime… now only got time to write my x’mas post… wow… come to think about it.. tat’s really long le… what to do, have been quite busy lately.. also a lot of things hanging in my mind for a very very long time lo…. really wan to forget about it… but i think it’s quite impossible…

well, lets not talk about it… mayb we’ll talk about it next time la… this post suppose to talk about my 2006 x’mas…

it hv been some time i’ve been to singapore, n this time i’m in singapore for x’mas… but i still prefer t white x’mas…

x’mas in singapore is quite fun only this year it hv been raining all day long…. don really hv t x’mas feeling… even t decoration is not as nice as white x’mas… mayb i’m just too much in love v white x’mas…. it’s just too perfect to hv white x’mas…..

however it’s still beutiful to hv x’mas in singapore… can’t even stop taking photos there… so many wishes… well mayb some din come true as this year i din go church… i’ve always love to spend time in church for x’mas… just can’t stop thinking about it… ~^_^~

t artistic part tat i love so much about art… wire art, kind of my fav art… this is just too much for me… too bad i don practice it ald… these art pieces is displayed at xplanate in singapore… t details r really too much…

this is a dragon fish, pic taken when i was in t underwater world in sentosa island… this is t most interesting creature i found in t exhibition area… underwater world is just too small, nothing much to c… as it’s practically t same as other underwater world… but this is t only creature tat i love to c….

  …my lucky charm…

found on t way to sentosa island… i din believe my eye when i found it.. it’s just too small but it’s too beutiful… wow t beauty of nature can really make my dream… hehe…

those interesting x’mas tree found in singapore…. just can’t stop thinking about x’mas… my fav celebration… surprise le… mayb cny should b t most important, but x’mas is still my fav….

snow flakes falling on me… beware…. hehe…. nola… just some decoration in t shopping complex….

x’mas will always b my fav celebration… mayb tat’s y i prefer to b in church rather in temple… but i’m a buddhist… free thinker is still t best for me… no obligation…. well, x’mas bring a brand new world into my life… especially when new year is on t way after x’mas… tat’s quite true though… this new year is a also a big surprise for me… t biggest surprise i’ve ever got… never thought about it… it’ll always b in my mind… t biggest memory n t deepest memory in my life…

life is never full of satisfactory… it’ll always b memories of our loves 1…t one that we hold dearly in our heart… all i wish is their happiness… tat’s all i hope n pray for everytime i pray.. praying for their happiness n well being… even not being able to c them.. i’m happy enough to know tat they r doing well…

…may u all b well n happy…

even to those tat i din pray for… i don think i’ll miss any… i pray for everybody’s well being o… even those tat i don know or even those tat hated me b4… i’m sorry.. hehe.. i’ve always hurt ppl in some way.. really sorry.. don’t mean it.. even if i really hurt u.. i hope time will heal it…

…happiness should always b in t 1st placing in our life…

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           yatte muzukashi demo, ganbarimasu.

                          sumo ureshi no kao o mottekimasu. 

Life is not always t way we wanted it to b. However i’ll always b happy what i’ve gone through. This is my life n i’m happy v it. vall t blessing tat i get from all those who care about me. v all t blessing tat GOD had gave me. i’m able to c the world v an open mind, n who knows this is t knowledge tat showers upon me. I’m really happy to b able to learn this much. but knowledge is never enough as t time goes by. bringing a smile where ever i go i would b able to learn ever more than what i expect.

I’m really grateful to those tat had came in my life n those still in my life. those came in v good memories or even bad ones. each n every moment tat i’ve gone through, is precious to me. Educating me to b a stronger person n life is not as bored as i think it would b v all those tat i need to learn. I really hope GOD would bless all of u v great happiness ahead of u. No matter how hard life is going to b, just remember there is always more happiness ahead of us.. look up n never give up.. GOD never give up on us, it’s upto us to give ourselves another chance..

For me GOD does not refer to Jesus but Tuhan for those Malay, Buddha for those Buddhist and so on for other religion. Religion is a guide for us to hv a better live or when we need somebody to hold on to. No matter which religion i’m in, they r all t same. In t end it’s all upto to me as God is our guidance. Each n every step tat we take is our own choices.

GOD bless us all.

*holding hands*

well.. i was suppose to b my cousin’s weeding.. but it seems like t young ones… hehe.. tat’s those around my age, take it as a gathering reunion for the HEE family… hehe.. although still hv to help around during t ceremony was held…

well, tat’s t only pic i hv of my cousin n his bride.. hehe.. we keep taking pic among ourselves n forgotten about my cousin.. din even take pic v him… hehe…

t middle 1 is t mother to our happily married cousin… t other 2 is her sisters… don they hv t same height… hehe… she must b happy to hv those successful n happy children… feel so happy for her… macam lah my son yang kahwin pula… hehe… my closest aunty tat i cheerish t most la… although sometimes i don listen to her membebel… hehe…

all t ladies posing for photograph v our happy aunty.. also tat’s my ‘PRECIOUS’ uncle at t back there… hehe… (like Lord of the Rings)… love them so much…. my 2nd sis beside me n my younger cousin in t light blue dress…

cousin’s gathering time.. hehe… from bottom left: my eldest sis, lee lian n racheal; top left: cat, kiat n me… kiat mesti shiok lo… surrounded my all t lovely gals… hehe…

my uncle n our neighbour… look at them… hehe… not quite use to taking photo i guess… hehe… took a few pics n they still not quite ready… hv to teach them some posing skills… hehe… (so cute) should look at t others photo.. sure laugh… hehe… this is t best shot of them together….

can’t wait for t next wedding in HEE family… mayb it’s my sis turn… hehe… then i can b t bride’s maid lo… hehe…

mayb all t happiness shower upon all t Hee family members also those related la… so don feel left out o…

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wow.. this is a tough job but i still enjoyed myself… hehe… tat’s t temple my frens n i measured… quite high o… come to think of it, wow… i really hv t guts to get up t roof o… hehe…just look at t height of the roof… tat’s just t front part of t temple… the main hall is even higher o… but as we reach t top of t roof it’s not tat bad lo…. only t slope for t main roof is higher is i nearly slip down lo… haha…

tat’s me n see ha on t scarffolding… it’s scary but we can still pose for pic.. haha… we r on t way up t roof… tat scarffolding we set it up ourselves le… of course need energy ppl like me la… haha… nola… v t coperation from t group member.. tat’s great teamwork o…

on t roof ald lo… it’s not scary when we reach t top… c still can pose for pic… hehe… now we hv to measure t roof lo… nothing to worry as i came back in 1 piece… if not i would not b able to write this blog.. hehe…

see ha n me posing at t roof top… c we r so happy up here… it’s not scary at all o… only on t way up n down… tat’s t worst part o… my leg actually tremble like crazy… hehe…

tat’s t top of t main hall’s roof… look at how high n t slope of t roof o… very scary o… but still can take pic… haha… kononla like to take pic ma… hehe…

me n my senior, jing hao… measuring t other end of t roof…

it’s really a great experience o… although it’s kind of scary but nothing is easy in this life… y not try it, as long as it’s nothing bad o… hehe…

wow, this sem really fly fast o… now ald 3rd project submission ald… another 4 weeks then will hv exam ald lo… then another 8months grad lo… cannot wait for tat moment.. hopefully i don need to retake any paper lo… it’ll b damn sien n a waste of time lo…

but b4 tat,now hv to work my ass to finish all my assignment… arrhhh… not yet touch any of them.. now only left 5 days to finish 1 assignment tat hv around 100pages… die lo… then hv to translate some more… hai… never grow old also will look older lo… haha…

  t greatest experience of my life o…

KUKTEM is a very exciting place.. don look at t surrounding environment la… their facilities not bad o… for quest… their guest house like hotel le… fully air-con, big tv, fridge, water heater n many more la… cannot finish describing le…

tat’s our breaking competition site o… we’r there early so looking around n adapting to t environment o…

looking at our plank b4 t competition… hehe.. actually drawing on t plank… trying to play cheat… haha.. of course not la… we just wanted to examine t wood grain of t plank… so we can hold t plank in a proper way lo…

capten eating ice-cream le… hehe…

look at how relax we r, until we lepak at t canteen… hehe… kononnya t competition like very easy le tu… haha… 

oh, tat Wah..very quiet guy, as what i think la..quite cute also, don kembang o…hehe…

hehe.. posing for t camera again.. look at our capten… so diff.. haha..

another 2 cute guys in tkd o… dah la so keng in tkd.. lompat sini n sana… haha.. like monyet pulak tu… hehe.. jangan marah o… joking saja o…hehe..

our capten, cute also… of course lo, my hubby ma.. haha… but look at his cute t-shirt… mickey mouse le… hehe… main main o… hehe…

alamak my hubby kena dera le.. hehe.. tak apala.. dera banyak sikit… haha… racheal 1 so happy capten kena dera.. haha…

we won ald le… hehe… look at us so proud standing v our flag n medal… of course we got 1st placing la… gold medal la tu…

tat’s t gals team le.. girls spirit sure can win la… hehe…

taking photo v t rest of t team from other uni… great ppl there.. hehe…

celebrating after t competition lo… hehe.. also so relax…

leaving pahang ald…

however t memory will always b there …

                                                     ~^_^~

everybody crave to hv things tat they could not get… it’s normal… sometimes t things i wanted so much is so close to me but it’s just not easy to have it in my hands… i believe what’s mine will b mine 1 day, however i just need to work harder for it… as life is never easy, everything tat we wish for we hv to fight for it… miracle don just tumble down from t sky for us to hv… we need to work hard for ourselves…. even if it’s luck or help from someone, it’s not going to b forever… we need to work hard with our own ability… we can’t b too selfish n tat’s not life is like…. taking things for granted…

even if life is full of ups n downs, it’s a way of learning… it may b hard yet we hv to fight it v our own ability… however we’ll stil find ppl who take things for granted… taking advantage of t ppl around us for our own achievement…  even it’s painful to c this but i still hv to face it… working v my own ability is never enough, but i’ll still work hard for my own living with my own ability.. at least at t end of t road i’ll feel it’s my hard earn achievement n i’ll never regret… in stead i’ll b proud n happy v my own ability…n never to care about what others do for their own living… they hv t choice to choose their own path…

…ganbatte ne keri-chan…

they r so beautiful…. their existance make my life complete… without them it’s like t color of my world is blurred n there is no point of leaving in this world…

their beauty is so harmless yet it’s so calming to hv them around… their smell filles t air… how nice to hv my whole room filled v it, letting me sleep v peace n nothing else to bother my mind… haha…. mayb tat’s y i love tropical so much… able to learn ikebana really thought me alot about nature… living in japan open my eyes about nature… they r so beautiful, especially during aki(tat’s y i choose tat as my jap name) t trees r so beautiful… t colors they bring into t hills really make my life full of colors…

looking at them, is like they r trying to communicate… learning ikebana, looking at how t flowers communicating v each other… althought i’m still not very good in it, now i understand how does it feels to hv them.. they r also apart of our living being.. they deserve t right…  nature r t most wonderful living things in t world… do take good care of them… they will in return take care of u in t future…

Must life really b tat suffering, well mayb what Lord Buddha said it’s true…. life is never easy…. as what Mother Teresa said, "life is life, fight for it". motto motto gambatte kudasai ne keri chan…. ima wa anata hitori ja arimasen yo, jibun no jishin o motte kitte nasai….

Facing diff types of ppl everyday doesn’t make life easy but it’s a challenge for me…. not knowing how they will treat me or judge me…. life is not about judging ppl, to me it’s more like a life for us to learn to live with each other….. why must we critisize ppl when we, ourselves r not as good in certain ways…. why can’t we help each other instead…. life would not b tat hard…..

well, as what Mahatma Gandhi had said, " the best way to find myself is to lose myself in the service of others"…..

like always…. motto motto gambatte kudasai, atarashi no sekai desu yo….